I envy you.

I haven't told you this, and I don't think I will be able to do so, for the silly reason that I am too shy to tell you -- that in some ways, I think we are alike.

I would often visit your blog, and sometimes be amazed how I feel the way you feel. How I wish I can write about it the way you do! I marvel how open you can be, how expressive you can be. How honest.

I wish I could be as brave as you.

If you happen to read this, I hope you know its you.

I envy you.